Tests, Allies, and Enemies

Throughout this whole process, one obvious, major test I've faced is coping with the fact that I've had to let go of my dream. It hasn't been easy, but I've realized that my dream isn't completely shattered. UNCW is a great area to study journalism, and I'm lucky they even wanted me as a part of their student body.  I'm trying to see the glass half full and be excited about my future as a Seahawk. Although, a part of me will always be a Camel, I have to embrace my inner Seahawk.

               
I've had so many wonderful allies along this journey in my life. I have awesome friends who have encouraged me in my decision to go to UNCW. I have also had friends who have let me cry to them about having to choose a new path in life. Those are the people who I will remember long after high school is over. It's great to know that I have people who are supportive of me and want me to know that there is a plan for my life. My family has had my back 100% in this difficult time in my life. There was never a moment that I felt like I had to make this decision alone, even when I wanted to be myself. These people are the reason I've made it to where I am today.

    

    One of my best allies

An enemy that I'm trying to overcome is dealing with the fact that my best friend, Lexi, is attending Campbell, and I'm not. I've really struggled to be accepting of this. It just isn't fair, and I know that isn't her fault, but that still doesn't make me feel any better. I'm still waiting to see  what is going to happen with this.